As a lot people can see from my msn caption, I’ve been emo quite often these days lol.. Quote from Ah Loon, Uncle come xD
Somehow, Assignments and FYP already form a Highway to the Hell for me.. I’m on my way to it now.. Everything seems unreachable for me now, everything and anything.. Read some similar projects in library today, realize SMS system is not as easy as what I thought.. I keep thinking if I able to submit a successful system at the end of the day.. At the same time, influence by one of Choi Ling’s post..
At her post, she mentioned about she learned nothing from APIIT and it’s the same thing happen to me.. People always ask me (My friends or my relatives): Cyrus, whats your plan after grad a? Normally I will answer, “Work lo”.. The next question will be.. What job ? I was like … … … … duno o.. IT related job lo.. I started to envy or jealous people who have their target, clear objective of what they wanna do in future, and now working for it.. Seriously I don’t know what I want, despite the fact I can graduate or not, I don’t knw what will happen to me.. I might just think too much of these lately.. I’ve been lazy to do anything and everything.. Will I end up become and ordinary OM? (OL = Office Lady so OG=Office Guy) and work 9-5 (maybe 10-6) 5 days a week.. Until the day I die? I don’t want to live such normal (crappy for me) life..
People will start saying “ then work hard la u moron!”.. Yea thats what I suppose to do but don’t know my laziness aura cover my whole body.. zzzzz
The next month, I don’t know what will happen to me ~.~ If I manage to survive, it will be good.. I hope I can make it through =)
Don’t worry Cyrus if you are worrying now, I’ll be fine.. As what I told Winter few days back, I’m good at adjusting myself.. Its just that I need time =)
Peace! I’m out
6 comments:
get on moving!!!piak piak piak(slashing ur butt)
February 25, 2009 at 3:33 AMhaha...just take it easy ba...if u really can't find the way to do it, y not trying asking some company who had that service? tell them that you are from APIIT and currently doing FYP...would like to get some information and enquiry from them...I know u would say that they won't give u the codes easily...but as u try, there is more chance...i'm sure u can survive...u still have to wait til i come back end of this yr...we still have tonnes of unsolved matters to go around...
PEACE~~~xD
you will survive, you will survive. oh well, ups and downs. tat is wat life's all about. jia you k?!
February 25, 2009 at 6:44 AMThere's nothing imposible as long as u had heart and will to do it. When things got tough just dump it and start afresh, if ur out of time then take the shortcut of fimiliar road that u taken before. Where theres road block just detour and walk the long way. If u did ur best, then u had no regret, if ur regret properly u felt it was stupid to begin with. CIAO. ALL THE BEST TO ALL LVL 3 STUDENT
February 25, 2009 at 4:39 PMyet another hchld post from ah loon lol!!
February 25, 2009 at 4:46 PMThanks all of ya! I heart you all!
swt! ming like those olden days torture those slaves 2 do stuff geh ppl~ haha!
February 25, 2009 at 5:03 PMi prefer Highway to the Heaven wor~ hahaha!
worry wat lar...not like 1st time last mins work,SMS system?i learning on it...relax~~ not as diff as u tot...i guess ...xD
February 25, 2009 at 5:11 PMPost a Comment