Its all about Cyrus~~

Jz back from a “gathering” with gangs of friends.. Went NZX with them..They are Harry,President Ming, Winter, Kian Loon, Bee Kuan, Qiqi, myself and Harry’s friend Joel.. (Please let me know if I spell his name wrongly lol) At 1st, I thought it’s just a simple yum cha with President Ming before she fly back to Melbourne later.. Not going to post picture but MIGHT update it later after I woke up lol..

After the yum cha at NZX FullHouse, Harry suggested to go PLU pub have some drink (alcohol) before President Ming left.. So we all agree and went there have fun.. We have some beer there and playing dices there.. A solid experience I would say.. (Thanks to Winter! and you know what I mean xD)

Spend like 1 hour + there, Loon’s mother called and so Loon say he have to go home as tomorrow got early class.. Winter also have to go home already as she start back her healthy life xD

So the whole gang left only me,Harry, President Ming, Kuan, QiQi and Joel.. At first I thought we go Arena Green to yum cha again, but somehow we end up bought some beer and chit chat at the park of Arena Green until just now which is 5 oclock +.. It was a fun night(morning?), we chat about our childhood and some sohai stuff.. Now I know why Harry so Sohai! xD Joel the tough guy, this is my second time meeting him.. From outside, if you don’t know him.. You sure think he is dai ko or something with fierce look, but if u know him already, you will know actually he very friendly and kind.. Always kena bully by his gang of friends.. How pity lol~

Its been a long time since I chat until next morning and go eat together with my friends.. The whole night make me relax and temporary out of FYP stress.. Thanks you all! Joelle nice to meet you!

I shall go sleep now! MIGHT update again.. CIAO!

Updated*

Some pictures taken in NZX!

Mickey and Minnie!

Buzz Lightyear!

The cafe we went.. FullHouse~

The car that they put at the entrance of the Cafe~ Sang Jiu Pai~

Winter eating Burger?!

Decoration only for the merchandise they are selling~

Tarts~ Yum~

Took this photo after bite the cake xD Some of them is ok ok only but some of them is nice~

FullHouse Cafe is no ordinary cafe we can found outside, they also selling different kind of merchandise range from Clothing to our daily use products.. But somehow their merchandise is not cheap also and might be a little overpriced for me..

As a lot people can see from my msn caption, I’ve been emo quite often these days lol.. Quote from Ah Loon, Uncle come xD
Somehow, Assignments and FYP already form a Highway to the Hell for me.. I’m on my way to it now.. Everything seems unreachable for me now, everything and anything.. Read some similar projects in library today, realize SMS system is not as easy as what I thought.. I keep thinking if I able to submit a successful system at the end of the day.. At the same time, influence by one of Choi Ling’s post..
At her post, she mentioned about she learned nothing from APIIT and it’s the same thing happen to me.. People always ask me (My friends or my relatives): Cyrus, whats your plan after grad a? Normally I will answer, “Work lo”.. The next question will be.. What job ? I was like … … … … duno o.. IT related job lo.. I started to envy or jealous people who have their target, clear objective of what they wanna do in future, and now working for it.. Seriously I don’t know what I want, despite the fact I can graduate or not, I don’t knw what will happen to me.. I might just think too much of these lately.. I’ve been lazy to do anything and everything.. Will I end up become and ordinary OM? (OL = Office Lady so OG=Office Guy) and work 9-5 (maybe 10-6) 5 days a week.. Until the day I die? I don’t want to live such normal (crappy for me) life..

People will start saying “ then work hard la u moron!”.. Yea thats what I suppose to do but don’t know my laziness aura cover my whole body.. zzzzz

The next month, I don’t know what will happen to me ~.~ If I manage to survive, it will be good.. I hope I can make it through =)

Don’t worry Cyrus if you are worrying now, I’ll be fine.. As what I told Winter few days back, I’m good at adjusting myself.. Its just that I need time =)

Peace! I’m out

Just back from a funeral not long ago, my auntie (not very close to me) passed away few days back.. Very sudden, thanks to the doctor that convince her husband to do the surgery claiming 95% success rate and end up koma result in death eventually.. It was an impact to her husband and childrens..

She was cremated at the same place where HIM was cremated too last time.. Yes.. Him.. You guys should know who am I talking about.. Our dear friend Calvin who left us 2 years back.. I walk into the place where they put my auntie’s coffin everybody waiting for the ceremony begin.. I choose a seat with my mum and I sat down.. Looking at the seat where I sit 2 years ago during his funeral.. Its like a flashback, the almost same looking coffin on the same place.. The difference is the people sleeping inside, the picture and my seats.. It reminds me about him.. I always wonder why God so damn cruel and take away his life so fucking early.. Althou Harry tell me its lifecycle but it doesnt explain it.. If everything also u say lifecycle, fuck it la.. The answer doesnt sound like one lo.. For me, Lifecycle = BullShit.. But somehow it might be the best “answer” to comfort yourself when something bad happened.. It just doesnt work on me haha.. Last year something terrible happened and Harry told me its Lifecycle thing ask me to take it easy, let go and forgive.. Until now I cant do that, a lot people try to directly or indirectly to influence me to let go.. Some even try to sing that song by raymond lam, fong sao~ fong hoi so yao~ thanks for u people’s kind but I just cant do that, not at this moment at least..

I will tell you, it doesnt happen to you so you don’t know the pain, you can tell me there are lots of different people in this world and some is just weird so just accept it.. Some say, its hard to meet each other among so many human in this world therefore appreciate those around you.. I agree with the last sentence but if the people doesn’t appreciate you as friend first, why should you do the same? I’m not monk nor saint who can let go and forgive easily.. Thats not Cyrus.. U can say I “siu hei” “small gas” or what ever.. I will just accept that xD

Added: Why I suddenly talk till so far ler? haha.. Jz wanna say something that always try to influence(persuade) me to fix the problem.. I understand what are you guys trying to do and it happen to me in another situation too haha! But I just couldn’t do it now =)

Wrote a lot emo post lately, time for something new.. I just cant believe the first post after my emo post will be a tag =.= Thank you Harry Ho Ho Ho

Rules:

It’s harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag 10 people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real…nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can’t use your name for the boy/girl name question.Have fun!

1. What is your name?
~*Cyrus

2. A four letter word.
~*Cool

3. A boy’s name.
*Christopher

4. A girl’s name.
~*Chloe

5. An occupation.
~*Chef

6. A color.
~*Cyan

7. Something you wear.
~*Cap!

8. A food.
~*Char Siew Pao

9. Something found in the bathroom.
~*Clear Shampoo! ngek

10. A place.
~*Chocolate Factory

11. A reason for being late.
~*Cant find his wallet

12. Something you shout
~*Cipong!

13. A movie title.
~*Changeling

14. Something you drink.
~*Caramel Macchiato

15. A musical group.
~*Chemistry

16. A street name.
~*Jalan Cempaka

17. A type of car.
~*Chevrolet Camaro (Bumble Bee~~)

18. A song title.
~*Climax Jump by AAA

19. A verb.
~*Cruel

This tag really hard =.= Thanks google! xP This is the moment I enjoy the most after finished a tag.. I wanna tag!

Melissa
Vickie
Spring
Krizelda (I know you are not going to do anyway zz)
Michelle

I’m out

*edited: Changed two answers because Winter not satisfied with it

Just back from Alice, see Alice for one last time until she come back from Tasmania.. As expected, she cried.. Out of what I expect I didn’t cry in front of them..

The whole night, I actually try not to look to her eye to eye especially when she’s walking into the check in place.. I know I cant stand it if I look into right of her eyes.. Her eyes always blinking like shinchan begging for kuma biscuit lol (to me)..

Her family went home first as her sister Stephanie gonna attend school tomorrow.. So the 4 Blues, me, Clinton(her bf) and Ah Hong (her friend) accompany her until she check in.. Of course this kind of important moment must take picture..

The 4 Blues! Now left 3 and when is the next time the 4 Blues shall be together again? I wonder..

Rocking ma new Stussy world tour tee.. Thats me and her.. T.T I miss her!!

Thats Yin, Alice and Mee Yee..

Melanie testing her Samsung camera.. Gotta say something.. Samsung Camera SUCKS TO THE MAX! I am a samsung user also but somehow today i brought my bro’s Sony Album T and it doesnt dissapoint me =)

Thats me with the 4 Blues.. I’m glad that God let me become their friends.. If I can only take 4 friends to live together.. I can quickly answer is them!

Check in soon…

Bye Alice.. T.T

I cant forget the moment when she hug me.. I whisper to her that I’m gonna miss her.. and never the less.. When 5 of us hug together.. I almost cry out but luckily I manage to tahan =p

When I see her walk in, my tears are rolling inside ma eyes.. Somehow I manage to tahan..

As I walk back to my car, slowly I cant tahan.. On the way back, the trip become extremely long and I cried inside the car.. U might be thinking, she will come back de ma! Yea u are correct but I don’t know when.. I hate myself for not meet her more when she’s here.. I just wish that I can find a nice job after grad and fly over to visit her.. I wont deny that I sayang her the most among the 4 Blues..

Ok la, now she’s sitting on Air Asia’s business class heading to Melbourne and transit to Tasmania after that.. I wish her everything go smooth, able to get nice result.. To shorten it, I wish you all the best!!

CNY finished, its time for me to get back to work.. FYP and assignments will kill me for sure.. I wonder if I able to graduate ? haha no one know the future.. so fuck it pls!

My MSN caption is “Tomorrow is the day” since just now.. A lot people approach me and ask me tomorrow is what day.. To some people, its Tuesday, some say its the new start after CNY officially end, some say just a boring day in school/work.. I say it’s the day that my close friend Alice will fly to Australia Tasmania .. Definitely I’m gonna see her leaving us tomorrow night.. There’s no way I can miss that..

Seriously I know I’m gonna miss her gao gao *1000 .. She is the first one to further study to oversea among my secondary school friends.. She has been my friend since form 2 where she is a transfer student from Kuching Sarawak.. There’s reason behind we call her “cat” , “miao miao” and etc related to cat haha!!

We’ve been close fren since form4 if not mistaken.. There are only like 7 chinese in whole class including me.. the 4 Blues (Blue = prefect because blue uniform) The four of them (Alice,Yee,Yin and Mel) are prefect and name themselves as the 4 Blues.. The other 3 Chinese which is me,Wong(Sushi) and Delbert (Bird) Most of the time among the 3 guys, I’m the one who most close with the girls (XD dont ask me why I also duno~) Somehow among the 4 girls, Yee and Alice are the most close with me.. I always enjoy the time where we 3 sit down together yum cha and we can talk about almost anything and everything.. Ever since we grad from secondary school, time like that become less and less.. When is the last time we do that? I cant even remember lol..

A message to Alice..

Dear Alice,

You say you will be there for at least one year.. Don’t know when will come back especially if u found a job there.. I’m gonna miss you a lot a lot and a lot.. Sorry that I cant make up a sing k session for you before you fly, cant bring you to nzx before you fly.. I promise I will fulfill that ok? U so damn thin, I don’t know if you can survive there lol.. PLEASE use the scarf and the beanie that we bought for you okay? Please come back okay? No matter where you go, Tasmania,Melbourne,Birsbane, Victoria.. I’m gonna miss you a lot a lot a lot.. Same to you.. You better don’t forget me o! I heart you! (Sorry Clinton (her bf))

I gonna dedicate a song to her.. the lyrics is actually meant for couple but the title is actually what I gonna do after she fly to Australia.. So don’t get it wrong ok? =)

小宇 - 想你的习惯

想你..会变成我的习惯...

Dear readers, u might not know who is Alice.. Here’s a picture I took with her during our Langkawi Trip.. We sat together in the ferry..

(If you realize the two person behind try to 抢镜 =.=)